Re-Amped!

Today's one of the best moment in my life. i finally got enough dough to requip my wardrobe change the inside out and bought new ones to replace those old ang baggy ones as well as those of oldies one. tml will be UT, and my adventure with someone has not ended and will not end unless i get what i wanted. i am quite lookin for sunday actually. i wanna see joey i wanna see the girls i wanna see their shock faces and say OMG JONAH YOU LOOK LIKE A ****ER. to which i will say yah **** you so just wash ur ass up and wait for me *****. alright so long for these little advenure. lemme tell you what i had bought: a daiso shade ( amazingly its cheap and expensive looking), a topman black long sleeve, a topman belt, a hangten grey short, and a hangten retro shirt. Amazingly they are quite cheap at the price of 37 bucks altogether LOL cool eh :) i am waitin for tml's test to which i will trash each and every A student and tml lesson to own them and make well my own name in the impression of each faci. thanks dawgs and duddetes you guys from W26R are simply amazing !

Jonah Jonah On The Wall Who's The Fuckest Of Them All

Damn Damn Damn. life aint boring. i am getting the hang of traits to being a cute boy. Fuck it and luckily i am with a boys of wimps, ass-kissers, and hen-pecked. i gonna fucking turn em over to being a chauvanistic pig.Why? cos girls likes them, they say male chauvanistic pigs are people who abuse them, dont give them freedom and waste their time but YET THEY LOVE THEM. becasue they have got characteristics. So first operation is on JJ. he has been too much an ass kisser, he fashion sense is always on jeans, and his hair just don't suit his hair much. And instead of being owned i want him to own and stop wimping as well as develop a sense of confidence about 'if you want me fine, if you dont want then just fuck off i dont need your presence in my life'

As for me, you guys will wonder, ' damn dude, you urself got an even worse wardrobe than i had seen in 5 years?!' well i am waiting fro my fucking pay beforoe i start to rotate my wardrobe so guys before my wardrobe change please start to change ur mindset. i gonna own the class one i change everything. I AM PISSED and i gonna fuck every single people who cross my ass with. ESP ASS KISSERS

LOL

moved to new house! Life there sucks, people can watch what i am doing, the smell of the wood sucks, i sleep on the floor, and i hate those freaking people who like to stay downstair at the playground playing loud idiotitc music with no emotions. BUSH! i will be right back. Science class now

Slacking Boring?

Fuck man today's first day of work and i am pissed. Grouped with JJ then stay at booth for 2 hours slacking before spilted into the damn air con auditorium thats so fucking noisy and stressing and boring and full of people who seems to have never seen what the fuck is an event before. First day to understand wtf is slacking = boring. doin the same thing which is nothing for 6 hours. try it and you will understand it.
Anways today's is like that.boring fucked up and preparing or tml's work.FUCK FUCK FUCK cya guys on mondays

9 Oct.

Today the day. 9 signifies the number of Jeanne, it signifies the birthday or Tracy and its the 4th day since Joey told me she's got a boyfriend. Things still remain bleak but i am determine to come out into the light. towards lord, towards love and change. I move i lie i cheat in order to get myself to the top of the chain. I remain in guilt for the rest of the day but no doubt it never stays in my life. I learnt i adapt then i adopt. it seems always and always that if people think and regret and fill with guilt they never move on but stay at a point with and in hope that some miracles will come. To me now, i know regretting and reflecting will never help. to do a thing, either you do it rgiht the first time or you dont regret when thing's done. i and adapting it and soon adopting it. 9 Oct the day i will remember always in my life as something such as a bullshit occured.
okay finish of the stupid philosophy, I went for school today and BANG! i went for UT, left afterwards thinking that its still computing module for sentosa to tan. Tanning was not a success because i got sunburnt
Severe sunburnt, whole body red like martian except the the dick area though :D
afterwhich i went to VE, Venture Era company for orientation trg. Quite a strong MLM company that really and really only hires teenage to do the dirty work. Stacking is allowed and fucking high pay is given though no basic pay. Dumbasses either talk till their mouth turns dry or they will die of emo-ness
Life sucks as usual but i am determine to hold it in my hands. 'Girl, I love you so much i have to let you go', said by Jay Chou?
BUllshit! You love someone you gonna make her feel comfortable but not an ass kisser. You like quiet boys i will do my best to turn it around. I love you and i am not giving up.

Wednesday Dey

Wednesday: 2 days since the thing has happened. i know how he looks like what he's like and i felt happy for you. i hope you happy and i hope we will remain as friends. Relax and be yourself. if you feel stress or awkward with me around tell me i will go somewhere else. other than that i hope you really happy. you are a great girl. you're gentle, beautiful, an intellect and though i wish to be with you God made plans for me. So yeah thanks for all those attention yes or no you paid to me since sec 3 as a friend.
Any ways i am still good lol, damn guys i had some programme that lemme download RS immediately and no limit as well as high speed:) haha and i am happy: 2 weeks from now i gonna go chilling with the dudes from last sem and probably get some church mates as well:) so guys of W26R if you wanna tag along just tell me and i will bring you to see the dark world of SG not really dark yet though and as for today's science its quite boring and irrelavent. Other than Rp's usual stupid and irrelavant topic for everyday i felt it actually made and forced students to speak so as not to remain in a vicious isolating cycle and thus with here i end my entry for the day and thanks all the guys who know what happened to me :) you guys are great

Killed, Shot, Decapitated Big Bang Theory

Things changed. i am buying slim cut jeans, fucking skinnies and tight shirt all black waiting for the bangs to grow longer before i cut short emo style. I am chionging for clubs, pubs and i gonna play around and fool around. LIfe's fucked up

Story French Revolution
King Louis: How's life
Peasant: Fine. you?
King Louis: You have a girfriend yet?
Peasant: Er nope too poor
King Louis: Too bad i gotten gat and got one already
Peasants: DONT PISS US U PUSSY I Gonna start revolution